I've been sick with a summer cold for a few days, and hoping that the boys wouldn't catch it too badly. Yesterday Brent started running a low temp, fighting the germs as best he could. Last night when I put him to bed, he was feeling fine, and went to bed gracefully as he does these days, as long as he has his trusty blue flashlight to play with in the dark for awhile.
His room is next to ours, and when I came to bed around midnight, I checked in to make sure he was sleeping good. I'm helpless not to do this every night, it seems, as if I can't seem to get to sleep unless I've checked to make sure he's still breathing. Does this irrational fear ever leave a parent, or is it just something I'm OCD about?
He was fine, as always. I slipped into bed and tried falling asleep. One little cough escaped me, and 30 seconds later he was by my side.
"I need some more milk, please"
"Okay, hon. Did I wake you up"
"Yes. You coughed, mommy"
"I know...I tried not to. Sorry!"
"Can you just get me my milk now?"
So I obliged, and he made a midnight potty break, and back to bed he went. Mike was sleeping in the other room with Alex since his room is being used as a guest room this week, so I tucked Brent back in, thought about it for a second, then asked if he wanted to come sleep in the bed with me since he wasn't feeling good. I thought he would jump at the opportunity, but he said no. "Well, if you change your mind, just come in later". "I won't change my mind!", he insisted. And closed his eyes and fell back asleep in two seconds.
4:42 am: I feel a tap on my shoulder.
"I changed my mind mommy"
"Alright, hop in, little bug". I felt his head and knew he was getting a little worse. Around 6:30 he woke up for good, and I turned on some cartoons and went back to sleep while he watched Bakugon. Finally we went out to see the rest of the crew, and when I checked his temperature, it was 101.7. Pretty high for Brent standards. He rarely goes above 100. I hated to go to work today, but I leave at 1:00, so I'll be on nurse duty soon. He told me this morning that "work is at home today", trying to get me to stay. But he's in good hands for these few hours.
Merlin updates:
The kitten has fully integrated into the family, it seems. He prances around for a while in the morning, then hibernates until early evening behind the desk, when he emerges to wreak havoc on Doof. For the first couple days, Doof was SO excited to have a playmate. Now, he perches on top of the ottoman to watch the black and white blur racing around the room with an expression of "Please make it stop...I'm tired of playing...I'm sore...My tail is not a kitten toy...and in general I'm not amused anymore".
Now our biggest problem is keeping all food hidden. Doof, for all his pesty problems, doesn't touch or desire people food. Merlin, on the other hand, will crawl into a Dorito bag and have two eaten before you can get across the room to stop him. Doritos?? Really, Merlin?? You may think they're for cats, but the silent odors you emit afterwards tell a different story. One tiny kitten shouldn't be able to single handedly clear a large room. But it does crack the kids up as they dance around and sing songs that could be titled "Kitten poots" or "Stinky kitten butts". Did you know four year old boys NEVER NEVER EVER get tired of laughing at such things. Ever. It's in the fine print of that life contract you sign when you find out your embryo developed a Y-chromosome. It's in there, I swear! Right after the part where you agree to put up with an all blue wardrobe for the first year of life, and before the warnings about how much money you'll spend on Thomas toys.